Birthday Girl ❦

Hello ! Yesterday was my birthday ❣ Yeah .. Friday the 13th . Wtf . Im so supersitious. But yeap. Nothing is more important than celebration right? That morning just woke up. My mum came in to my room and screamed happy birthday to me. Haha . Went out of my room and on my table was a pile of homework and a sweet card from my sister. No letters. But just decorations yay . Seems like she knows  me well. She drew Nu'Est Baekho my bias from that group on the card. And at the back was a little picture of my parrot :3 Haha. Inside was like a pop up heart. pretty attractive huh? Her present was a wolf cap. Which has yet to arrive. And thats it for sister. Moving on . That morning was pretty boring. Since my mum was busy packing for our new house, while i am busing doing homework (i didnt do at all) i just lazed around for the whole day haha. My sis busy using phone. ;P and my parrot busy preparing for his concert. And yup. My dad gave me a $150 bill for me to buy a new parrot but the oet owner said it arrives next week. So i had to buy it next week. Evening soon. We went to have seoul garden~ Their food is absolutely heaven. Super delicious.especially their dessert. I ate more of the black pepper beef and garlic chicken.so thats my meal. And finishing the main course. Dessert is a must! Its a buffet. So a freeflow of items to choose. First serving i took a piece of brownie and topped with 3 scoops of icecream. Choco, strawbs, and vanilla. Very awesome. Then i took 2 piece of brownie, top with a scoop of vanilla icecream and some chocolate cereal balls. So good. Whats a birthday without present right? My mum got my a ipod nano. I wanted a ipod touch at first. But they just made me buy ipod nano. So i was alittle pissed. But like the place had no ipod nano anymore. So my mum said she was getting it tomorrow. I was really mad . I mean. You can call  me petty and stuff but. You don't give me my present in my birthday. Then what for do you give ti me after my birthday ? What are trying to show? My sister just went on twitter scolding me saying me ignorant and shit. So i got even flared. There is just this particular tweet that i wanted to reply her so so so much. "We owe you a ipod is it?" Yes. Actually is a mp3 but since she is replacing a ipod as a mp3 so i assume its a yes. She promised me. Once, i wanted to buy a mp3 from my friend. My mum found out, and she told me to cancel order. My friend said she wasn't angry. But i could tell that she was angry since she ignored me. And she said that she will buy one for me. Now, does she owe me one now? I actually still wanted to get ipod touch so much . But renovating our house cost alot of money already. $70K . Not a small sum of money. So i still got a ipod nano since it was cheaper. After getting home. They kept saying "do you still want ipod touch?" Yes. I do. Alot. But . Its ok. Im still gonna be contented with what i had. So yup. This concluded my day.

And today (14 september) my friend just messaged me . She was going to get me a aquarium of fish. Like angelfish. But i just told her that angelfish's needs are alot and it is quite hard to take care. So we ended up going to buy tetra. Her buying for me. Not me buying. Since its my birthday. Yup. And my friend from another class had the same birthday as me. So i am going to get her 1 or 2 terrapin for get birthday. And she will be getting me a fish. Haha. On wednesday we will be getting it. Yay . So excited. (: so this ends my today's blog. Thankyou for reading!!! (: here are just some photo of yesterdays.

Oven , bakebakebake ✌

I have finally gotten an oven for my newly renovated home ! My room is just so pretty. The main color of the wall is turquoise, and light pink. More of a turquoise the pink. Because i told my sis that all pink color should be banned. She was totally all mad over my decision and ignored me ;P so in the end to let her chill, half of my room's wall is light pink . Yes i share a same room as her. Oh so heres are photo of my room... I have yet to put my computer and study table. I will! Eventually. If you are asking why are there 3 mattress , thats because my mum's room is currently still under renovation. Hmm . So she is sleeping in my room now. And the sockets cannot be used yet cause the main switch is not on. Alrighties !  Now back to oven. Yay ! I gotten a new oven for baking yay ! Erm, i bought some more stuff for baking like spatula, measuring cups and a cupcake pan . I have yet to buy the electrical mixer but i decided to try using my hands instead of spending money to buy electric mixer . :X so here are the photos of the spatula etc. (: so yeap ! My house is already done soon . I told like many of my friends that my house is under renovation. And they all like wanted to come. Haha! But sooner or later my relatives are gonna come visit too . So yea -_-" I'm not very excited over that firstly because we have to entertain them, secondly i definitely gonna greet them. And i hate it like seriously. Thirdly we have to spend money on buying like food like cause they definitely gonna stay for dinner or something. Saying in a nice manner is 来探望 which means they come visit. Saying it in a bad manner is 骗吃骗喝 which means they came to cheat us for our food and drinks only. -___-" no i mean seriously. They just come and eat and go . Whattt ?  -...-" fourth they will make a mess out of my newly renovated house what . We spent so much time cleanig up and you come and mess up our place. Really? Can i give you a slap? Lastly. My freaking cousins are so gonna feed my parrot like keep on feeding though my parrot doesn't want to eat. How about me shoving a bun down your throat? Pfft. Yea . -...-"  thats all :) Oh! And tomorrow is my birthday ! :) wish me happy birthday ! :)

Real and Fake friends

Friends. Have you ever wondered.. why are there so many fake friends around trying ti harm you, betray, backstab you and scold you behind your back?  There are so many people around you that are fake. Open up your eyes. See who is the true friends and the right friends for you . I met all sorts of fake friends. I've met countless of them . Even the place filled with naive , innocent adorable friends also had afew evils one hidden inside acting like angels. Primary school is were we start growing. In my primary school i met a clique of 6 girls with 4 of their juniors . That 6 girls were the first to hurt me. I had never forgotten the deep cut they gave me in my heart . They claimed that i betrayed them out of nowhere . And when i asked and begged them for forgiveness even though i had relatively done nothing wrong, they requested me to come to one of the girls home as they were there hanging out . It was 5 almost to 6 in the noon . I had tuition soon . I took my bicycle and cycled as fast as i could to meet them . I didnt change, i wore my home clothes . While cycling . I fell down . My knees bled . I didn't know what to do . My bicycle crashed . My bicycle spoilt. I sat there knees bleeding . I couldn't do anything . My knees hurt.  I couldn't stand . A boy passed by, he fixed my bicycle and went away . I thanked him and tried standing up . I went back home . The girls called me soon after i texted them . They refused to forgive me for what i hadn't done . I told them i knees were bleeding. They wouldn't believe me . One of a girl , she liked the same idol as me . She told me if i stop liking that idol , she will consider . I was really naive. I cried and told her i can't because i really liked that idol . ( stupid right ) i could've told her okay . But i just cried. And they hang up on me .  I cried of days and nights . Countless of days . They ignored me . Left me alone. I cried .

Now comes secondary school . Secondary is just filled with unreasonable girls, childish, immature, evil, girls . Even boys . Playboys, cheat girls out of their feelings . I had a clique of 4 girl friends. They used to hang out and eat with me . But because of that misunderstanding. She just hates me . The so called leader of the group hates me . But. What can i do ? I often offend one of the girl . And the leader also cannot take my attitude. Yes i do admit my attitude is a little bad. But i tried changing. And anyways, shouldn't real friends accept you for who you are ?  The leader just claims that i told other people that she spreaded to the whole level of who i liked . But . I really didn't she assumed . I messaged her tons and tons of messages . What did she even do ? Ignored me . I really felt at my lowest when i needed help . Luckily. I finally found a realy friend who stood by me when i needed her. Aidra . She was that realfriend of mine who always stood by me . I treated her for granted and stuff. But. She didnt leave me at all . I felt really ashamed for what i did to her and treating her for granted. But now  . I finally know who to treat real well . I will also stay by her when she is at her lowest. Although all my primary school friends are important to me, but aidra knows most of my secret . And i trust her alot . She is that real best friend of mine . She is close to me taking her as my wife. Wife such as a very very very real close friend. Not lesbians but something like sisters. She treate me like how she treats her sister. Shouldn't  i give her back sometime too ? That fake friend . To think i gave her such a nice present. She claims that she liked it alot . After accepting my present what did she do to me ? Ignore, hating me . Wow . Is that what you should do to repay me ? The leader of the group . Claims that she wants to punch me on my birthday . Hey hey . Don 't you use my birthday or my mother . If you need to chastise me . Scold me, blame me all you want. Scold me mother, i will show you how it should be done . My mom is not something yiu can say .  I 'm the kind of person who if you offend me, i will dig up everything you did bad to me to say . Yes . Im that kind of person . I return you what you gave me .

Although being with the clique of 4 girls is fun . But , i often have to be afraid of offending them for what i said . Is there no freedom of speech ? There is . But why am i even afraid ? Just because of offending them . I have to be careful of every word i use . Only she can be angry at us while we cannot even be angry at her . What logic is this ? Someone even scolded me on ask.fm wow! What a coward. Dare to do it, why not admit it ? If you don't dare to admit . Why say it on the first place? Do you even understand the fact that many teenagers commit sucuide because of cyber bullying ? Just that mean comment of yours can cost a precious little growing person's life. Thst person had a great future. She/he could even outshine you . But . Your nasty disgusting comment just ruin her/his life! Just like that . Its gone . They couldn't take your idiotic comment anymore. All because of you . Think twice. How will you feel if people do that to you ? To the victims, never surrender to sucide and cutting . It is not a solution . You still have a great future.  You have your parents , there are always people who stand by you that loves you and wants you dearly  don't do silly things. You are beautiful . Haters hate because they are jealous of you . You small little flaw is what that makes you beautiful. No body is perdect. Not even god . Good people shouldn't die so early . But god just took away their life. Is destined is okay . As long as you live life to the fullest. Is okay, smile and be happy . Enjoy life. Don't wait. There is not enough time to wait. Ebjoy it . :) don't surrender to suicides. Haters are just ignorant. They don't know your talent. Here are just pictures to make you feel better . If you feel upset, talk to a trusted adult , your pet or even a pillow. As long as you spill it out, you feel better if not, have a good cry. I cry when i feel upset.